Down and out dishwasher

The dishwasher isn't working... again.  Hubby called Bosch and they said they'd cover parts and labor to repair it, but it has to be their repair person who does the work.  This is the same dude who "thought" it was the drain pump.  I have little faith in him, but it's on Bosch's dime.   All I know at this point in time is that I won't be buying anything by Bosch in the foreseeable future. 

Melted Snowman Cookies

Frosty's Bachelor Party in Florida!

I made about 33 of these little fellas for a "Goodie Exchange" at work tomorrow.  The base is a sugar cookie, the middle marshmallow, pretzel arms, then it's all covered in white chocolate.  Mini chocolate chip eyes, mini M&M's for buttons, a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup for a hat, and a nose made of orange frosting.

Keeping the Kidney

Toughest decision I've ever made.  For over a month I've grappled with the idea of donating a kidney.  Researched what I could on living donors and didn't like what I learned.

The stress from the constant thinking, worrying, and wondering about if I would, what would happen if I did, how this would shape my future in terms of not just financial security, but my health... it was acute.  Early in this process my days were consumed with thinking about my friend, his situation, his family, my family, my health, the medical procedures involved, the recovery, how I'd feel after, what if it wasn't successful, what if I developed high blood pressure, or kidney problems of my own...?  It was an endless parade of happy thoughts (friend's healthy would hopefully be greatly improved), terrifying thoughts (my health possibly greatly diminished), and everything in between.  I lost sleep over this.  I had headaches, many, many headaches (which I don't typically have).  My stomach was upset.  I felt very tired, more than usual.  It was just a very unusual sensation, being more aware of my body, and the way it's affected by thoughts - good and bad.   

I'm grateful for this experience.  It's been one hell of a journey, but one I wouldn't trade for anything. 

Walking

The hubby and I have taken to the streets.  We walk about three to five times a week, sometimes we even take the dogs.  It's been wonderful as it's not too cold yet.  And, with the dishwasher still not working, it's great to have a few eateries within walking distance.  Though, I fear the food available pretty much cancels out any benefit the walking would have otherwise provided.  Oh well, at least it gives my dish pan hands a break!